You really think you are right. In your reality, you are doing the only right thing. The White Knight. Everything is easy then, and nobody could ever convince you otherwise. Everything can be explained without even starting to raise a doubt.
Somebody is with you, of course – because you are right. Somebody is against you – of course, because you are right. In a sweet spot, it is completely impossible to be proven false, and therefore to escape and return to the reality most other humans share.
The funny thing is that you are not evil. And still you’re capable of acting worse.